Friday, 16 December 2011
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My dark Passenger
from http://dexterwiki.wetpaint.com/page/The+Dark+Passenger
referencing the tv show Dexter.
"Within all of our minds, there lies a place we rarely come in contact with. A dormant entity lurks throughout our thoughts and emotions quietly unnoticed - however, there are those of us who perceive this Passenger and learn to accept it as a part of ourselves"
As i am prone to boughts of self analysis i.e. navel gazing. which according to my therapist i have a natural talent for doing her job as she put it, and in truth i did most of the talking, and discovery she did very little in the way of questions. I did it all for her.
She told this when she deemed me in a mentally healthy state, its ok to laugh, did, right at her.
I go dark often, i admit that, but, i believe its the God given skills to be all therapy girl, and faith girl that pulls me put.
Going dark is severely difficult to not go to when you experience the things i do daily, My life is far from easy. I'm not homeless, i don't have cancer but i have my own painful and difficult circumstances that sometimes can bend me until i almost break.
My dark passenger has never even thought of murder, in my teens suicide, couple of men i wanted to bash in the balls with a baseball bat. But thats it.
My dark passenger isn't black. Mine is more cobalt blue, and she turns her torment mostly inward. She gets a day or so to be queen bitch then i take back over. p.s you don't wanna meet her in an argument, cuz she plays dirty. lol
My ex brought her out a LOT, and i'll be honest i brought his out. i sometimes think its our dark passengers who fell in love, not, US, because we were both in such dark places when we met.
Mine had lightened, his had darkened and that was the beginning of the end of our marriage.
We all have dark sides. Every soul on this earth. Some darker than others.
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